You know what, I give up! Its damn hard maintaining a blog...

For those who can keep up with constant updates, you are either a bored person, a fool or an alien.

From now on, I will be on permanent hiatus until I find something that I don't mind sitting down and writing about.

My blog will not be shut down off course.

Because there are bound to be times where I will look through what I write just for the sake at laughing and realizing how much I've grown.

I feel like apologizing but there really is no point in it since this situation had been going on for quite a while and technically things are still the same save for the fact that I just made everything formal.

Basically, this is it.

It was fun while it lasts.

Bye bloggy:

I'll visit next time.

=) Till inspiration hits me. And I will embrace it and write again...

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Erm... hello guys....

This is awkward. I have an overflowing of pointless gibberish nonsense that I was going to start sprouting about as a celebration to my long term hiatus return but...

I don't know what to say.

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Well, I'll just update you on my life now.

For exam, I did okay. Unlike Mels and Jam who whines about it. But I'm not going to foolishly believe that things will keep going this way. That's just silly.

I will suck up all the luck while I still can. To the point now... the truth is I feel very pressured and dying to cry. But the tears won't come you know...

Why am I so foolish? It feels like the world is going to end....

I made a mistake (again). Something I shouldn't have done, and now I feel so guilty.









































...I went on Wiki and saw a spoiler.

ONE PIECE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I really feel like dying. Waaaaaaah.... I'm going to complain to Shi Hui and spoil it for her too =)

Besides that... its so unfair that I can't go do the GE project with my group. It's the thrill of going to a place without adult supervision... That's the best.

From now on, I have decided that I will considerably shorten my post since young do not ramble on life. Only old people do.

Before I leave, I would just like to add that I am irrevocably in love with Asher Book's voice. I will pray that this obsession will fade away in time....

Until the next post then...

Erm.. New Year?

Hi guys...

Erm... -smiles-.... the thing is...

Er...

I know that you'll throw off any excuses I give so I'm not going to bother giving you one.

I was lazy.

Aren't we all? So what if I just accused everybody in the whole entire world of being lazy? Why don't you just sit down like a mature human being and listen to me ramble about my life.

Anonymous: "Cool idea, sounds awesome,"

So anyways, I will start with my annual "I hate my class so much... why can't it be like last year's...?" section.

I hate my class so much... why can't it be like last year's... they're so uninteresting and I'm sitting with a male. I don't know... everything is just so foreign and unlively.

I hate Tuesdays. Bags are exceptionally heavy on that day.

Aww man... I seriously have nothing to post about. Life is uninteresting, just like my class.

Whatever la...

New Year Resolution:

1. Maintain awesomeness~

2. Find time to deal with the mail I have.

3. Change into an awesome-mer person!

4. Improve on my English.

I guess that's all. If you have anything you would like me to post about then tell me. I'll try to find time to post about it. No guarantees.

Note to self: Angeline owe you soya bean.

Back

I don't know what to say...

I feel so guilty. I haven't updated for years, and I've finally decided to crawl back.

Erm... hi people. Ehehehe...

Anyways, since the last time, many things have happened. I have been to watch Princess and the Frog and I think it's really good.

Very unique.

And I have also been to the Singapore trip and have just arrived yesterday night.

Throughout the whole trip, I have learned many things... wait, this sounds like an essay.

Let's skip the formal part and on to the complaining.

On the first day, I has fun on the bus being wu liao and stuff and doing random stupid things. But what I can't understand is why people like taking pictures so much.

I hate taking pictures, cause no matter how hard I try, I don't look like me when it comes out. It's always: Oh my god, that's me? I look so wierd.

So I have come to the conclusion that since I'm the one being sane and all, everyone else is just wierd and insane =)

Back to the first day... we were behind schedhule when we arrived but I was kinda secretly/not so secretly happy. Cause the first thing on the list was concert practice.

Well, anyways, I made through it all.

Ah whatever la, too lazy to tell you about the rest of the trip so I'll just skip the the important stuff.

Well, let's see... on the second night, we went to see a concert performed by 13 Singapore schools clustered and thrown together plus the Nadarzyn OSP Brass Band from Poland.

The last song, Caravan by Duke Ellington and arranged by Naohiro Iwai was a blast and I had fun. I didn't think you could have fun during a concert but I did cause They were playing so 'fun-ly'.

I don't know about you, but I like music best when the musician likes the music he or she is playing. It's fun when the musician and the audience both enjoy the music.

And it was at that concert hall that I saw this extrememly cute little boy playing the clarinet and am now tracking him down on the Internet.

I feel like I'm taking this to the extreme but if I really do find him... -smiles widely-

..I think I would like to study in Poland...

I wish the trip was longer. But now that I'm back in Malaysia, I can feel the dreaded going-back-to-school phase looming over my head.

I will previal though, as I always do. There's a solution for everything.

Lastly, I hope nobody's mad at me for being on hiatus for so long.

Just like to add in that Sheryl and Grace are crazy for eating unhealthy snacks every half an hour.

Merry Chirstmas!!!!

Swing Girls

Warning: SHORT POST

I have just finished watching Swing Girls....

And it is AWESOME!!!

You people HAVE to watch it. It's a Japanese show of a Big Band Jazz. You can find it on YouTube. I'm all smiles and am in a good mood now.

Now all I have to worry about is the letter to teacher...

Anyways, it's about a bunch of girls who are very... erm.... I think you should watch it to understand.

I am in awe of what people would do to play. They all love their instrument very much.

I like Sekiguchi the most.

At first, I wince at the way they handle the instruments. (There was one girl who used her trumpet as a bubble blower and another two who used trombones for hats...)

It was really good. And I feel very touched. Don't worry though, this is not one of those shows that will induce you to tears.

My favorite part of the show is definitely the last part when they performed. It had that jazzy feel that you can't help but to swing with the beat.

Ahh.... if only....

Go watch!

Anyways, I will be going to school tomorrow as I have still have important stuff to do there.

So see you people (or maybe not) tomorrow!!!!

After many years...

I have finally updated.

And now that I'm here typing stuff, I have no idea what want to say. I don't know what to write about.

My ideas have run dried.

It's not even my fault. School has been providing nothing but boredom lately.

Speaking about school... I passed my Junior Test! Found out my results last Friday and forgot to bring my badge on Monday and am planning to run the punished three rounds around padang on Saturday.

Moving on about stuff in school...

I can finally set my heart in ease. School drama : "Phantom of the Opera" is officially kicked out of my life!!! Give me a whoop-whoop!!

*People reading blog screams, "WHOOP-WHOOP!"

But the thing that pisses me off most is that when teacher initially asked about whether we still want to participate in the drama, everybody shakes their head.

The next day (today), Li Yan starts a new Phantom of the Opera drama using 70% of Jeanette's script. Jeanette is really angry.

And I quote (in her words), "They're fine with stealing my work because they don't know how fcking hard it is to write a script as they have done nothing of this sort before," (Please note that I did not get Jeanette's words 100% correctly)

As for me, I'm tired and fed up of being nice and caring about every single thing. No more leading and trying to make things better. From now on, I'm going with the flow.

And I'm honestly starting to get sick of this new me. Wanna tear her up and destroy her existence.

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I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I have chopped off my feelings from my body. I feel like I've been betrayed again...
Two more weeks...

When are you coming back? >.<

Tanjoubi

As everybody knows... today is my birthday.

People have been... advertising it.

Anyways, I didn't want to post a new post but...

I'm just really happy. Thank you everybody. Especially my sister who had managed to whip up a last minute surprise.

A surprise that actually works... unlike Mels...

Instead of the white tiger puzzle she said she was going to give me, she got me the manga I wanted.

I'm smiling lots now.

So maybe there were a few bad things that happened today. (I will not be looking at my Science paper for a long, long time)

But I'm happy. Truly. Thank you for all the handmade gifts. I'm touched and happy for all the nice things you people have done for me.

Jamie and Jo Ning's presents will forever be stuck in Julie's [List of Unforgettable Stuff].

Once again, I would like to give a {reluctant} applause to Jo Ning and Wen Yaw who had come close to getting me very wet.

This is getting too sappy... I'll just give this post a black colouring... :)

Either than that... good luck next year =)

P.S: Dammit Jamie, you traitor.

*Please note that I will be angry at Audrey for a week.